It was no joke being admitted to the hospital for dengue fever. Family and friends were pretty worried but somehow when a friend was sending me to the hospital, she asked whether I was afraid. I replied that I don't feel a thing. As if it was just a normal fever.
I've no idea how I could stay calm in such a state. The pain that came before being admitted to the hospital was great. Severe headache and joint pain which a friend told me that it was a torturing sickness. But thankfully mine was not as severe as I thought it would.
I ended up lying on the hospital bed for four days and I'm grateful that my stay at this "five star hotel" did not extend beyond that. Sleepless nights is what I describe while being in this "hotel". On the 2nd night I prayed and asked God to leave my 2 bedded room just for myself and He answered my request which comes with a sweet and undisturbed sleep.
As I reflect upon this period of sickness, I realised that this is how God is telling me to stop and rest as my days were filled with unending meet-ups, work and church activities. This carried on for weeks which turned to months and here I am wondering how did my 2013 passed by so quickly.
Though to some this is somewhat an unfortunate event but to me, it is definately a time to rest and to spend time with the Almighty.
Thank you Lord for being so good to me and I'm grateful for all that you have done. In good and bad times may your praises continue to be on my lips and in my heart. ^-^
Wednesday, 22 May 2013
Live for what matters
The incidence that took place in September 2012 has caused a paused in my life for 8 months. Though it was heart aching and difficult, it was a period of learning, growing in maturity, faith and trust in the Almighty.
It was a bittersweet incidence that left a deep mark but the most important thing is I've learnt what i can and moved on. During the period, I can't deny that it was really tough but by the grace of the Almighty, He was with me through thick and thin and ensure that he walk with me through it all. Without Him i would not have risen above the hurt.
There were alot of reflection, unfulfilled hopes, sadness, yet there were also sweet memories that without such incidence, life would be dull.
I came out being reminded of what really matters in life. Seek to find the things that is close to His heart & mind. My first love should be that of Christ and not of anyone else. My priorities should be Him instead of my selfish desires and hopes. I thank the Almighty for not taking heed of giving me my foolish request. At the end I surrender to His Lordship and know that He knows best.
When I surrender my life unto His hands, I see wonders and prayers being answered. He reminded me of what I had always wanted all these years and not to settle for the second best but the best which He has prepared for me.
Good things come to those who wait.
Proverbs 3: 5 - 6
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your path straight.
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future
It was a bittersweet incidence that left a deep mark but the most important thing is I've learnt what i can and moved on. During the period, I can't deny that it was really tough but by the grace of the Almighty, He was with me through thick and thin and ensure that he walk with me through it all. Without Him i would not have risen above the hurt.
There were alot of reflection, unfulfilled hopes, sadness, yet there were also sweet memories that without such incidence, life would be dull.
I came out being reminded of what really matters in life. Seek to find the things that is close to His heart & mind. My first love should be that of Christ and not of anyone else. My priorities should be Him instead of my selfish desires and hopes. I thank the Almighty for not taking heed of giving me my foolish request. At the end I surrender to His Lordship and know that He knows best.
When I surrender my life unto His hands, I see wonders and prayers being answered. He reminded me of what I had always wanted all these years and not to settle for the second best but the best which He has prepared for me.
Good things come to those who wait.
Proverbs 3: 5 - 6
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your path straight.
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future
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